Skeletor....

For as much as I have been through so far it still seems so surreal to think that I have a person growing in my belly! Yes, all the symptoms are there and yes we saw the first ultrasound but nothing can make it as real as watching the baby yawn and stretch inside of me on the last ultrasound. Also, none of my clothes will fit, but the yawn was adorable! We were able to see the heart, brain, kidneys, legs, arms, eyes, nose, ears, elbow...every thing except what would tell us if baby is a boy or a girl. There were a couple of times where it would have been so easy; both Joe and I said that it was really hard to restrain ourselves from finding out. However, we did agree that the baby needs to get a lot cuter! The face that you see in the ultrasound is not cute! It isn't even a little cute, it is flat out creepy! I am convinced that I have Skeletor growing inside my belly! It kept playing peek-a-boo and it was the creepiest thing to see it bobbing up with the Skeletor face. I really wasn't anticipating that. Also, we found out that the baby is very flexible, its foot was all the way up by its ear. My mom and my friend Jen were there to see it when all the medical stuff was taken care of. It was a very cool thing to share with them. Diane had to work so we brought her the pictures when we were done with the appointment. Overall it was an amazing experience and one I will never forget...


Baby Foot!


Full Profile


Full Profile with hand and foot near face



Skeletor yawning


Full Profile with spine


Halloween Costumes: Lego my Preggo and the Lego Man


My belly at 19 Weeks

A little time for my husband

I've been thinking about how much attention the husband gets when having a baby...it isn't a lot.  He doesn't look any different and it doesn't change how he feels physically so most, if not all, the attention goes to the wife.  Well, that is just not very fair to me because my husband has changed a lot.  He surprises me every day with how attentive he is to me and how responsible he has become.  Not that he wasn't these things before but they have magnified because of the situation.  Joe takes better care of me than I ever thought.  He takes his role as husband and father very seriously and I am the luckiest woman in the world to have married him.  Up until about a week ago I really didn't even go into the kitchen, I couldn't stand the smells.  The dishwasher stunk, what ever was cooking didn't smell good and Hamilton's food is in the kitchen and that was the worst of all.  So Joey has been so great at taking care of the cooking and dishes, he also is the Hamilton feeder.  He does all the little things that help make this process a little easier.  Now that I am feeling better and have gone 13 days without being sick I have been helping a little more but nothing compared to what Joe has had to do for the last 14 weeks.  He was been so amazing and I just think the husband needs a little credit for all he does during a pregnancy as well.  

Crazy Store Lady!

I am 16 weeks now and am feeling better every day.  However, I have come to the realization that my everyday clothes are no longer going to fit me.  I think it was in my last post that I was so excited because my clothes all still fit and I was very proud of myself.  Well, it sure is amazing what a week can do these days.  The pants that fit me so comfortably on Monday no longer would button on Friday.  So, I went shopping.  There are very few places to get maternity clothes around here.  Or if a store has clothes the selection is quite poor.  So, Jen and I went to the Streets of Tanasbourne. There is a GAP there with a maternity section along with a Mimi Maternity store.  Now, the GAP was great, they were helpful and pleasant and I found some nice jeans that are SOOOOO comfortable I may never return to a button up pants again.  Then we ventured over to Mimi Maternity...there was a blonde stick of a sales woman there who picked me as her pray for her commission.  She was so pushy and over the top I couldn't get out of there quick enough.  However, I needed some clothes for gosh sake and I wasn't leaving without some...so I stuck it out and started trying things on.  She returned to my dressing room 4 times with more things for me to try on!  I was so irritated with her I didn't even try on the items she brought.  I just stuck with my pile of clothes that I tried on and left hers on the floor.  At the checkout stand she wanted my address, phone number, e-mail and practically this first born!  I kept telling her "no thank you" in the most polite tone I could muster up.  Anyhoo, I got what I needed and now have extremely comfortable clothes and I won't ever go back to that store again.  

The 15 week mark...

Well, we have made it to the 15th week and that is great because a lot of risk has dropped.  To be honest, I really haven't been worried about the pregnancy at all.  I have been pretty calm, which is surprising for me.  I just figured anything that made me have all the symptoms and made me that ill was in there really good and wasn't planning on leaving any time soon!  So now that the majority of risk is gone that makes it a little nicer.  I have been feeling better and better every day which is also great!  The baby just keeps on growing, it is 4 inches now and 2.5 oz.  It is the size of an apple this week.  Speaking of apples, that is one of my newly added foods to the good list.  Finally something healthy!  Cheetoes, top ramen and chocolate milk don't really met the criteria of a healthy, well-balanced meal.  

This picture is from our first ultrasound.  We have another one scheduled for the 13th of November (I'll be 19 weeks) which is exciting because it should be a world of difference from the 8th week one.  

The Beat of a Heart...

The sound of a baby's beating heart it amazing. It is so fast and such a relieving feeling. Joe and I went to the doctor and she says everything is going great and we got to hear the heart beat. It took her a few seconds to find the heart beat, which of course started to make me nervous. I was waiting patiently...sort of. The doctor said it was because the baby was moving around. Once she found it, it sounded amazing.
I haven't felt the baby move yet, it could take awhile. The fact that the baby is 3 and half inches and 1.5 oz. (the size of a lemon) is amazing. It has grown so much! My belly is also getting bigger. I really have a baby bump now, it doesn't look like I am bloated, it actually looks like I'm having a baby. Joey says that my belly feels like memory foam, it is pretty firm but still squishes. I am pretty proud though, all of my jeans still fit and button! It won't be long though...the jeans that aren't low rise probably won't fit this week.
I am really starting to feel better, today is a week since I last got sick! Yeah! That is the longest I have gone so far. I have had a little more energy these last two days. Today I am feeling a little more exhausted but I had a 6 day work week so that is to be expected. I am very glad to be in the second trimester though so we will see what it brings!

Size of a Lime

Wow, this little guy is growing quite quickly now!  It is the size of a lime!  I can tell that things have been growing because over the weekend my stomach popped out and it isn't going back in!  My pants no longer button (not comfortably at least) and it is quite interesting how this all seemed to happen over night.  We get to hear the heart beat next week on the 6th.  I am very excited to hear it, I've been told that hearing the heart beat makes it more real.  Everyday gets a little easier to believe that this is all happening.  However, it still doesn't seem that pregnancy turns into a baby.  Right now they seem to be two very separate things.  We will see how I feel when I hear the heart beat and start to feel it moving in the next month or two.

12 Weeks and Much Happier

Well, it has been forever since I last posted.  Mainly, this is due to the fact that the past four weeks have not been so easy.  I have felt sick, weak, nauseated, tired and just plain crummy.  I am really happy to announce that I am feeling much better the last two days.  I am just now starting my 12th week of pregnancy and have started to feel better.  I am starting to show and have a little baby bump which makes my mom happy and makes this all a little more real for me.  I am still in a surreal place where I don't think all of these things are due to a little baby inside of me.  The books say that it is the size of a lime now and that I will start feeling stretching in my mid-section and back.  I have been experiencing this for the last three days.  So far the staples in my diet are top ramen and chocolate milk...what isn't to love about those??  There will be more updates to come as I start to feel better and better...